Thursday, 19 May 2011

419; The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall for someone who tears them down.

Hello. So I finished Mid Year Examinations last week, and had all the results today. I failed humanities and mathematics. Apparently, I wasn't affected at all. I guess I'm probably use to being a failure in studies. But, surprisingly, I passed my Mother Tongue overall, pretty happy with it. :D but then again, I failed both paper 1 and 2. And I wasn't even affected, I really think I'm use to being a failure. I'm damn stupid. How did I even end up in 4N3, said to be the best class? Forget about studies. I suck at it. Anyways, mummy was hospitalised last Tuesday night, and I only knew it on Wednesday. I was very worried that time, Thank God, she's fine and discharged now. I really have no idea how to survive if something happened to mummy. She's everything to me, ♥. 
I said that I'll forget you in no time, and I've done that. I guess that little special feeling is just "brother-sister" feeling like how I used to have in 2009. I was very foolish for holding on for 2 years, I suppose. I wish you all the best in everything. I hope you'll somehow remember me in your heart. I don't wanna be the only one thinking of the memories. Stay happy and last long (: