Hello, TGIF. Been coming straight home after school this whole week. I'm a good girl. Well, joking. The only reason why I come home straight after school cause nobody want to go out with me, #foreveralone. School was pretty boring today. Mr Lo came in for Maths and briefed us on N's. The hopes the teachers pin on us is very high. Just because we're in the first NA maths class doesn't necessarily mean we can have distinctions for N's. As like what I said before, I don't even think I can get into Sec 5. The stress I'm coping at home is more than enough to break me. And now the stress added on by the teachers is enough to kill me already. I don't like the way they keep on emphasizing on N's. I know I'm having my N's this year. I know its in few months time. Yes, I know. Just stop emphasizing on them anymore. The more you emphasize, the more I'll feel pressurized, the more I don't want to study. Fuck my life. I don't like saying that but seriously. I can't handle the stress. At home, /sighs. Everything just is not the way it used to be. I just can't seem to be sincerely happy from the bottom of my heart. I've always told others to think life in a positive point of view, but I'm not doing it myself. What the fuck is wrong with me. I don't think I can be really happy anymore. No matter how hard I tried to be happy, I just can't. Goodbye...
I made an effort to remember your birthday, did you make the same effort?
p/s: taken during Sec 1! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER ♥
